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So I took some pictures tonight. I have to say it is going to take a lot of guts for me to post these. I ALWAYS double check photos of myself and MAKE SURE I look as good as possible. These photos are NOT good. They are real true pictures, and they are HORRID! I'll work on getting them online. *shudder* I am going to take them and print them out.. as reminders of how I NEVER want to look again. I think I was smaller 3 months post partum with Paxton. That is a hard fact to face. I also know that I have put on at least 10-15 lbs from Halloween through New Years. Well tomorrow marks the beginning of healthy habits.. and Billy Blanks..mmmm I love me some Billy Blanks!